One sip. Two sip. I lost count of sip.
Drowning my thoughts while I’m drinking a flavored beer
Teardrops
I can’t take it anymore
Reflection in the mirror
Oh, how miserable this person is
Biting my bottom lip subconsciously
My mind is full, but I still feel empty
Asking myself over and over again
“how do we get out of this suffering?”
“how do we end this pain?”
“how can we live our life to the fullest?”
“why is everyone happy, not me?”
Another day comes
Time is fleeting
But nothing change
I’m still the old me
I thought for a minute there, I was getting better
But it’s just all in my thoughts
Why is life so unfair
Or should I blame myself?
For suffering like this
